Suprise!

I am actually in a really good mood considering I haven't had any decent amount of sleep this week and I have a ton of homework with job training looming over my head! I've got so much stuff to do this weekend, but I have faith that I will get it all done and that I will actually do well. I talked with both of my professors that I have to turn papers in for next week, I feel much better about both and am actually kind of excited to see what I can get out of my topics. I'm also feeling pretty good about German. I'm not doing the greatest, but I'm actually pretty far from failing, which is my greatest fear. I've also got a presentation due next week which I think will go pretty well, we've got some good ideas. Perhaps the reason for my good mood is the fact that I spent a lovely evening in Topeka with Darren last night. He left for Baltimore today and I'm starting work this weekend, so there is a good chance we won't have any 'quality' time for a couple of weeks. It was just too bad that we only had 2 hours:( Another reason for these unexplained feelings might be the fact that I haven't spent much time at my apartment in the last two weeks. I just don't give a damn about them or the apartment anymore. The ability to ignore everything has really helped to control my anxiety. There hasn't been anything that has really annoyed me in about a week! I'm sure this feeling of unannoyance will not last long, but it is nice for right now! Actually, this feeling is kind of foreign to me...The more I think about it the less I know how to feel about it...hmmm. Oh, I had to clean out the washer before I could use it because someone decided to put a dog urine soaked towel in there and not run it (I say someone, but only one person here has a dog...wonder who it could have been). Whew! I was getting worried for a second that I had lost my ability to recognize things that annoy me!